In a few threads I have been open about the fact that I am going through a ton of grief - divorce, job loss, family deaths. I completed grief recovery while focusing on my divorce, which has hit me the hardest, and I’ve struggled to come together with the why of it all.
Over the last few days, through prayer and a reexamination of event, I’m almost certain now that my divorce is the result of an affair that she is having but is refusing to acknowledge. I know who, I can point to countless “coincidences’ and flimsy stories that all add up to something going on at some level. Even the reasons she has given me for leaving add up to something she has found somewhere else.
My prayer request is for healing and for learning how to forgive and move on with my life. I say forgiveness in terms of giving up hope that a different or better yesterday will occur. I have plenty of righteous anger for what has occurred, but I need to find the strength to let that go, not let it define my future, and for reaching a peace with the divorce.
I love this board and the anonymous support that it provides. I believe in the power of prayer and hope to be lifted out of my depression and sadness. Thanks in advance to those that understand.
Over the last few days, through prayer and a reexamination of event, I’m almost certain now that my divorce is the result of an affair that she is having but is refusing to acknowledge. I know who, I can point to countless “coincidences’ and flimsy stories that all add up to something going on at some level. Even the reasons she has given me for leaving add up to something she has found somewhere else.
My prayer request is for healing and for learning how to forgive and move on with my life. I say forgiveness in terms of giving up hope that a different or better yesterday will occur. I have plenty of righteous anger for what has occurred, but I need to find the strength to let that go, not let it define my future, and for reaching a peace with the divorce.
I love this board and the anonymous support that it provides. I believe in the power of prayer and hope to be lifted out of my depression and sadness. Thanks in advance to those that understand.
